Democracy vs Hangover?

Hong Kong

Today is Jan 1st 2004. There is another march for democracy, a six month anniversary of the last one. It’s very important. It’s for showing what happenned last time was not a fluke and HK people really DO want this and HK people will fight for it.

However, no one mentioned to each other because it’s a bad time in terms of we all knew last night would be a late one. Turned out not too late, and Boy in HK is already there going, “What aren’t you coming down?”

Yes, I should.

The whole city should be there RIGHT NOW. But I am not.

I feel ashamed but the truth is I am pretty hung over, I am pilled up on painkillers, my hair is in a tangle that I am having a hard time with, and my feet hurts, my throat is dry and I rather crawl somewhere and drink coffee and smoke cigs, while reading a book.

I really would.

But can one actually let personal punishment, pleasure and self inflicted pain prevent one from participating in a cause you believe in?

I guess not.

Argh. I so don’t want to do this. But I shall be there respesenting.

So for the first post of this new year.

We deserve Democracy.
We’re really sick of being ruled by others.

(I really suck. By the time I untangled my hair, etc. etc. It’s practically over. I was there is spirit in every way.)

Published by Yan Sham-Shackleton

Yan Sham-Shackleton is a Hong Kong writer who lives in Los Angeles. This is her old blog Glutter written mostly in Hong Kong from 2003 to 2007. Although it was a personal blog, Yan focused a lot on free speech issues and democratic movement in Hong Kong. She moved to the US in 2007.

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